I sit here in my smokey room..
I realize that in 15 minutes the alarm clock will go off..
but I won't be there to shut it off...
alarm clocks never wait on anyone..
they always do their job, unless an uncontrollable mishap, takes place
the alarm signals the beginning of a new day..
and the end to a nights rest..
the remnants of my blurry vision haunt me when I'm awake
they take me to this place
and my soul never feels more at home
no fancy music, just silence..
no highway lights, just black
no annoying voices, just your inner-self
nothing, but everything that you are
but don't ever take that away from someone else
it's something that cannot be taken
and it cannot be given
it has to be grown, by the person that holds the soul of themselves
no help, no guide
just your mistakes and your lessons
and once you know what not to do..
what you're supposed to do will be clear as day
and you won't worry about airplane ticket prices
.. or if you'll be in Chicago on time...
or when your next meeting with Mr. Big Shot is
it'll just be you..
in a darkened room
surrounded by your thoughts
enchanted by your voice
and sucked in by the dreams you create
and once you've thought up your reality
it can be given to you
for you to cherish, and never let go
it'll be a day, where everything goes right, and nothing can go wrong
everyone is on your side, and you're happy to be who you are
I can take you to a place where you won't feel alone
but you'll be more alone than you could even dream of being
after all, being alone is what makes you listen to what you tell yourself
no stupid opinions being shoved down your throat
no one telling you that this is the wrong thing to do
right and wrong are only a perception that differs from one to another
there is no right, there is no wrong..
if there is no spoon, then bending it is simple..
if there's no right or wrong, then choices are now easy
your risk drops from bad to good
and you find yourself taking opportunities you never otherwise would
you've made a better life for you and anyone else who'd care
just look at what's come of these 15 minutes I've had alone..
.. you can only imagine what could come out of a lifetime of being alone
no one judging you on how you look, or how you act
no one putting you down, for what you said, or what you did
just you and yourself, and now you'll get to know each other
.. because you have know yourself, before you can know anyone else
if you don't know yourself..
how do you expect anyone else to?..
my only wish is that everyone should feel this way
where will I be in 500 years
I'll plan out my life, as if I'll live forever
you can't fool time, but you can make yourself think you are
what the brain perceives as real, the body accepts..
.. if it's perception, then is there anything that isn't real?
when your soul is locked in a room by itself
only then will you understand the meaning in what i'm trying to say