is the season here?..
i have no credit..
and if you don't have any credit it's really hard to get anyone to consider you a safe credit risk..
.. but if you have bad credit... they'll give you credit cards for anything...
i just don't understand it.. and it pisses me off... and i'm at a dead end it seems like... and i don't know what to do..
i had a great day at work today.. but on my way home i kind of got hit with a sour mood... ... and i don't know what the problem is...
but anyway.. i'm going to go to bed early tonight... and try to sleep in a little.. and see if that helps...
i need to cool it on some things.. i'm trying to do too much too soon i think... i have to learn some sort of balance..
and it's hard... i want things when i want them... and life doesn't work that way.. and it sucks..
... i have to regain that patience i had with i was in prison... things move so slow in there... you don't have a choice..
.. well anyway.. i'm done for now..