long lost journal
i think it's a good thing... so i'm going to post this... because i like it.. and i suppose if anyone wondered.. or cared where i was.. or how i was doing... maybe this will answer those questions...
I was irresponsible so the put me in a place where I had no responsibilities
I wasn't a productive member of the community so they isolated me from the community
I wasn't positive and constructive so they put me in a place where we're degraded and useless
I wasn't trustworthy so they put me in a place where there is no trust
I wasn't kind so they placed me where i was subjected to hatred and cruelty
I wasn't loving so they put me where there is little love
They wanted me to be non-violent so they put me where there is violence all around
They wanted me to quit being a tough guy so they placed me where the tough guy is respected
They wanted me to be a winner so they placed me where all the losers are housed under one roof
They wanted me to quit exploiting people so they put me where people exploit one another
They wanted me to see myself so they sent me to a place where i didn't like what I saw
I wanted to change who i was and now they are helping me to do that.
well thats all for now... i'll post more later...